Hi Everyone!

  To whoever is reading this. This will be my last post about this topic. Since I was about twenty-four or twenty-five, I started this blog after finding out about the community. I was excited and eager to learn as much as I can, not realizing that during this so-called "Journey with Women" was just a way to discover that I needed to be comfortable in my own skin to be successful. If any of you have read the Neil Strauss book called "The Game" that's where it all started for most guys who needed some guidance. I'm not going to bore you with the details of how I became who I am today. Don't get me wrong, I'm still learning a lot about women, I don't think you can never stop learning.
  I'm thirty-five now and reflecting back, I was a very insecure guy who wanted to just mess around with girls and get away with it. I was that nice guy turned asshole who did everything with a smile. I knew I could get away with it because that is how I came off as. The nice guy who was really out there to get what he wants for his own selfish needs. During this journey of mine, I started to objectify women, and made them out to be the enemy. I looked at women to see how far I can get with them. With this blog and how I perceived women, I felt really ashamed and embarrassed in how I was thinking. Knowing what I know now, I wish someone guided me in the right direction to where I would be the best version of myself in a positive light. I apologize for all the women that I've encountered that I've talked down to and disrespected with this blog. I know I came from a place of insecurity.
  This past year really opened my eyes about how I treated women. I was not having fun with dating anymore. It was too much work for something that should come so easily. Finding that connection with someone that you really get along with. That one person who makes you smile every time you see them. I kept hearing people say "When you know, you know". I can not emphasize how so true that statement is. I reconnected with someone from my past that made me realize that I do not want to be with anyone else but her. I did not realize this but I actually wrote about her in one of my posts. Again, the embarrassment and shame I felt knowing I wrote about someone I love, or anyone, negatively. She's the person that is making me realize how inconsiderate, disrespectful and a really really piece of shit human being I am for writing all those things.
  I hope I can motivate other guys, if they need some guidance, to look at other guys, maybe older men, who have a positive impact on you and they can teach you. Or even ask your friends who are women. Learning about women is more about knowing who you are first, because that's when women are really interested in YOU.