FR: Bon Fire at Bolsa Chica

My natural friend, lets call him, J., He invites me to his bonfire. I was hoping there were more girls when I arrived. More cocks. Whatever. I just wanted to socially hangout more, so I can get over this anxiety crap. Well I arrive and he isn't even there at the beach, he had left for a couple minutes to grab some more wood. So I have time to kill and I get my blades out and start rollerblading to where he had described where the pit was. I didn't know anyone so I was lost. It was at tower 20. I looked around and tried to see if I saw anyone I knew. No one. So for fifteen minutes I just stood around thinking if I should call J. again. I didn't wanna bother him so much, but luckily I saw D. He was surprised that I was here, and I told him that J. had invited me so I walk with him to the pit where everyone was. There was only like five people there for now. Whatevers, I introduce myself and all, but really wasn't talking that much. I wanted to talk so much but just kept observing how people were interacting with each other.
Finally, J. came with his girl HB8. I was stoked to see him cause he was the only guy I knew that could make me feel comfortable around everyone. This guy just keeps talking about stuff...and people are really engaged in his conversations. Anyways, I kept quiet and smiled a lot to different statements people made. I was just laughing and smile for the cause of it. Because If I don't then I'll seem bored, which I was. The whole bonfire, I was quiet, until I got some alki in me. Yeah it loosened me up a bit.
We went to J. place with his roommates, and played some poker. I lost. One of my roommates, his sister came to town with her girl friend. The girl friend was freaking so into young guys. They were both in their thirties. I was seeing that my laid back and quiet attitude at the moment wasn't going anywhere. So i started talking a bit to the girls. Not really anything. Just practicing. Generic stuff like hey my name is...blah blah blah. Yeah, but I believe still had the talking stuff down..I just need to find things to connect with, relate, then reward her on it. I didn't try it. That was about it..nothing too spectular. The girl friend, show me her tan lines on her chest, I can totally see her nipples. Whatever its all good. Next time I'll be more outgoing and talkative. D. and J. are naturals..good stuff. What I like about them is that they keep their shit on the dl with girls they slept with or hooked up with at work. They don't brag about it. Good shit. Til then..another FR...no lay yet.