Ok..this happened two weeks ago. The reason I'm posting this is because I want some feedback. I've known this girl for years, she was 14 when I met her at the age of 17. So she was way out of my league, and she had a big crush on me. A few months ago I saw her again at a club, seven years later. She freaking got fucking cute!! ass and everything, got her number. Called her the next night and after that, nothing else. I saw her again two weeks ago at the same club and she was all wanting to talk to me, I didn't say much. I just let her talk.
I didn't think much of it. I didn't care. Then one friday night she calls me, wanting to hang out, I'm like sure...so she comes with a friend of hers and watches a movie with my friends. She was totally giving me IOI's (scary movie) so she gets my arm blah blah, and I would rub my finger in circles around her hand to show I'm interested (I just wanted to Fuck her). Movie was done, but she still wanted to hang out - but she didn't want to go out and come home and wake her roommates up...she wanted to "chill". Of course this girl wants some tonight. Coincidentally, I had this jacket that I wore which had some condoms (lucky me). I take her back to my place to chill and she's on the bed, and I put some music on to listen to (its 2am) she asks me where I was gonna sleep. I told her, "On the same bed, if you don't mind". She's says no, so I lay by her and cuddle her, then it took me a few minutes to decide to kiss her. So I went for it, and we fucked.
The next morning I felt fucking used. Guilty and shit. I felt no connection with her whatsoever and felt like she's so into me. I drop her off in the morning at her place. Later that night we hang out, have dinner with my friends and she asks me "So what do you want outta of this?" I tell her, Lets be friends, and take it slow. She was hurt. I can tell, she did that "I have something in my eye (contacts)" crap. I was like fuck. So I tell her to reassure her that we can hang out and be friends and go on from there. I told her the night we fucked that "It just happened" I don't call her anymore lol. I've decided that its too dangerous for me to keep the relationship going on because I believe she's falling for me. I don't want that. It was too easy for me.